ADDICTION
Eyes Wide Open
20 mins ago
Joel Van Rossum
“Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.”
— 1 Peter 5:8
Freedom is not a moment.
It’s a mindset.
A way of walking.
A spiritual posture that refuses to fall asleep just because the storm has passed.
The moment you broke free, you became a threat.
And the enemy does not stop hunting simply because the addiction broke —
he just changes tactics.
He’ll go quiet.
He’ll go subtle.
He’ll come through pride, busyness, and unchecked “rewards.”
And the next thing you know, a man who once burned with fire is coasting.
Half-awake. Half-surrendered. Half-hearted.
⚔️ After the Battle: The Dangerous Reward
Isn’t it interesting that after a decision is made…
after a goal is reached…
after a hard battle is won —
we often drop our guard?
We tell ourselves, “I deserve this.”
We let our guard down.
We move from watchmen to wanderers.
And the slow drift begins.
This is one of the most dangerous spots a man can stand in.
Not because he’s weak — but because he thinks he’s strong.
We’ve all done it.
So have world-class leaders, athletes, entrepreneurs, even pastors.
Men who won battles publicly, but fell privately because they thought the war was over.
But the enemy doesn’t care how many wins you have —
he waits for you to put your sword down.
📖 David’s Moment of Collapse
David was a man of purpose, a man of war, a man after God’s heart.
But his greatest failure came when he wasn’t fighting.
“In the spring of the year, the time when kings go out to battle, David sent Joab… But David remained at Jerusalem.”
— 2 Samuel 11:1
That sentence should shake you.
David stayed behind — when he should have been at war.
And in that place of ease, he saw Bathsheba… and fell.
He wasn’t tired. He was unguarded.
He wasn’t oppressed. He was idle.
And that’s when the enemy struck.
The Tactic Changes
The moment you walked away from addiction, hell didn’t quit — it just re-strategized.
Now the trap comes through distraction,
through pressure,
through success,
through noise and busyness that keeps you from stillness and presence.
You might trade lust for leadership.
The bottle for ministry.
Numbing for achievement.
But if you’re no longer listening…
if your inner life is still untouched…
then the fire is dimming, even if everything looks good on the outside.
Not every fall looks like chaos.
Some start with comfort.
“Like a city whose walls are broken through is a person who lacks self-control.”
— Proverbs 25:28
Stay Awake, Brother
Sobriety is not the same as freedom.
Freedom is clarity.
Freedom is direction.
Freedom is obedience under fire.
You don’t just need to stay clean.
You need to stay ready.
Paul didn’t say “stay inspired.”
He said, “Be alert. Be sober-minded.”
Because a spiritually awake man can sense the shift in the air.
He can spot compromise before it becomes collapse.
He doesn’t coast after a win — he re-arms.
The Drift Is Real
Drift is slow.
Silent.
Harmless-looking.
You stop praying with fire.
Stop repenting quickly.
Stop noticing when the Spirit goes quiet.
You keep leading.
You keep posting.
You keep performing…
…but something’s missing.
And drift, left unchecked, becomes disaster.
There’s Still Ground to Take
You didn’t get free just to maintain.
You got free to advance.
To father with clarity.
To build with boldness.
To speak with power.
There’s still ground to take.
There are still men waiting on your obedience.
There’s still legacy to walk out — and legacy dies when vigilance does.
“Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes.”
— Ephesians 6:11
You’ve been given armor.
You’ve been given fire.
You’ve been handed weapons.
Use them.
Stay awake.
Because a man who guards what God gave him doesn’t just walk in freedom —
he multiplies it.
Journal Prompts:
Where do I tend to let my guard down after a breakthrough?
What “reward systems” have I built that open the door to old patterns?
Am I living as if the battle is over — or as if I’m still on assignment?